So I am having difficulty keeping up with my life these days. In some ways it doesn't even really feel like my life anymore. I know it's me, and I go through the motions, get through my day, but in the end I feel out of control. It's like someone else is in the driver's seat and I am just along for the ride. Now, don't get me wrong. I actually love just about everything about my life, and wouldn't have it any other way. But it is disconcerting to feel like it all just keeps moving, regardless of what I am thinking or doing.As you can imagine. I am tired. Alot. I am happy alot too though, which is good. Sometimes I wonder: "Who is in control here?" , "Do I even whant to get back in the drivers seat?". I feel like I should, but the reality is that I just don't know
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No matter how fast it gets, I'll always be chillin' in the passenger seat of your life with a taco and no seat belt on, honey!
I love you!
Yay!
Don't tease me, now. I'm hoping to get a frequent dose of McDougall here! :)
And don't go ruining your honesty by telling the wrong people!
( I am feeling very bossy, apparently.)
I'm always along for the ride too. Maybe I'll start a blog of my own which I will no doubt very sporadically update or my technological curse will break the server. I LOVE YOU!
So so glad to be reading your words, HLiv!
xo
Hey everyone! Thanks for stopping by and commenting, and for coming along on the ride.
-e:aiya! If we are both in the passenger seat who knows what will happen to our lives. We may end up in Siberia or something.
zj:I am going to try my best to post at least twice a week. I figure this "exotic" lifestyle should support fairly interesting posts at that rate.
annelise: yikes, technology!
dahli: I'm looking forward to chatting with you this way.
I love it! I'm sitting here in my office pumping, planning dinner, trying to keep up w/ relationships and, oh yes, working, and pondering the same questions. Here's to the conversation! :)
Oh Meg! I miss you. I have to say, I am glad my pumping days are over. Yikes. More power too you. I must see some pictures of your beatiful boys soon.
Yay! I, too, am looking forward to much McDougall-ness herein!
Things are so crazy here, I'm worried if I started a blog right now it would be too much whine, whine, moan, moan, pity party.... That said, if I can think of a clever name, maybe I'll get one going! I already have a family one waiting in the wings--justs needs some posting to happen, and a bit of pretty-ing up.
xoxo
Peaches, I plan on whining and moaning plenty here. Hope that's okay. I can't wait to see the family blog at the least. love you
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